I have discovered a love in myself of the use of elipses. I seem to use them quite a bit and I am wondering what the deeper meaning of their use is. Since there are handwriting analysts, is it possible there are language-usage analysts? I wonder what they would say about me. That could be a side job, if that doesn't already exist, I bet.
I have found myriad ways to procrastinate from deciding my future.
Will it be U of T or Carleton?
Maybe I should do a survey on here (not that many people are checking it lately, if at all) and see what folks say. I bet I would get some good ideas. AND I bet I am supposed be doing this on my own. Why am I spending time writing this instead of writing to profs about programs?
The thing is, Ottawa is very comfortable right now. Having a massage therapist, a hair dresser, a physiotherapist, a dry cleaner, a shoe repair guy, a banker, and a doctor, all of whom I like and trust, oh yeah and a mechanic as well, these are important people with whom I have built a relationship. Not to mention my friends. I feel like I don't want to up root my life right now. WHY NOT?
I wish I could see a year into the future and know that the choice I will make will be a good one. But ultimately, the choice WILL be a good one, whatever I pursue. I have always felt that way.
Why am I doubting now?
Enough personal blubbering for one night.
Comments are welcome.
Always.
